I got home a few days ago from spending 4 months working in Skagway, Alaska. Driving down familiar streets makes me think of why I left 7 months ago . I got tired of it. Not the place, California is my home. The weather, the scenery and culture of California is something I love. My family is here and it is so important to be close to them, over the time I was gone I often had hour long phone calls with them but it was so nice to see them again. I got tired of who I was and the life I was living. I was working a job I hated and in a relationship that was not beneficial to either of us. I went to work, went home slept, and occasionally shared a meal. I could just bearly pay my bills, but hey, it was a consistent pay check. I was in a position where I could survive but not thrive. I was living at home with family with no hope of every moving out. Now I know that a lot of people would be thankful to be in the position I was in and the privileges and blessing that I enjoyed have not gone unrecognized. But I was ready for more, for a change.
Que my little sister calling and saying that she could "use some help" in Texas. Her request was kind of true, but mostly a lie. She just wanted me to get out of the hamster wheel I was living in. I put in my two weeks and made a plan to roadtrip to Texas. I spent about 6 weeks with my sis, I got a part-time job, used my days off to explore Dallas and take little roadtrips. I spent more time with my sister than I had in a long time and we had fun. When it was time to go home I detoured to New Orleans. Three days in the Cresent City was great then the Long trip home. Over the two days driving home I had more energy drinks than I have ever had but it was great to get home.
After two weeks home to pack and celebrate my dad's birthday, I was off to Skagway. Flight, taxi, ferry, Skagway. I was home, watching the little city that I have missed to much get closer, I felt an amazing mixture of peace and happiness. The summer was amazing. I met new friends, met up with old friends and explored as much as I could. The job I came to town for was fun, engaging, stressful and I loved it. Campfires, camping, northern lights and some great friends are what defined my summer.
Now that I'm home I'm not ready to settle yet. I have no job, very little savings, plenty of bills but I am happy. I don't know where or when my next job will be but it will be an adventure and adventure is what I seek. This summer was mine, for my soul to recover and grow but I'll make sure I keep you in the loop for my next adventure.